do you ever just read one little thing that kills you inside
Yeah your name
I just dont understand why you couldnt at least say goodbye. I figured I meant enough to you to get at least that. You were my friend. I love you pal, but this is some fucked up shit youve been doing.
Our Husky Stark seemed a little overheated after his walk this morning, so we decided to tried something out. We regret it now because it is next to impossible to get him to come out
Marshmallows shouldn’t go camping
You are going to leave me.
You are going to hurt me.
You are going to break your promises.
That is okay. But,
let’s not pretend like this is something
like you are someone different.
Please don’t feed me lines
if they’re hanging off the end of a fishing rod.
The hook scratches my throat when
you pull it back out,
causing more damage to my insides
than the secondhand smoke
from your cigarettes.
I will not hate you.
I will wish you well.
I will love you always and forever.
And so we go our separate ways,
the boy and girl that could’ve been,
but something always came up.
this takes ten minutes to do: cut tomatoes and put them in a pot with some water and a bouillon fish cube (or veggie cube), put the heat on so it starts to boil. Then crack a couple of eggs into a small bowl and stir them until they are clear. Now; drip small amounts of the egg blend into the boiling water - they will stiffen into egg lumps (lumps that the chinese call egg flowers). The last thing you do is adding rice noodles into the soup with some chili pepper and wait until they are soft. You can also put some vinegar on it before you eat it, but not too much. :)
EDIT: my friend Xin told me I should have fried the tomatoes in some oil first to make the colour of the soup more red, which is more typical for chinese ramen. Next time :)
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would not look at someone
else the way they look at you
and they would not leave you
when they got bored and then
come back to you and blame
this upon you and if they truly
love you, they would never lace
your skin in bruises and your mind
with poisonous thoughts in every
crevice and if they truly love you,
they would never lie to you no matter
how big or how small and they would
not deceive you and make you feel
worthless and if they truly love you,
they would not ignore your texts
or pretend they forgot and they
would not dismiss your feelings
and make a storm brew in your
cloudy eyes and if they truly love
you, they would talk about their
future and always include you
and they would always apologize
for any mistake they made rather
than try to justify their actions
and if they truly love you, if they
truly care about you, they should
never ever choke on the sentence,
“I love you.”